Thursday 17 January 2008

If you feel like leavingI'm not gonna BEG YOU TO stay'Cause soon you'll be findingYou can run, you can hideBut you can't escape my loveYou can run, you can hideBut you can't escape my loveSo, if you goYou should know (you should know)It's hard to just forget the pastSo fastIt was good (it was good) It was bad but it was realAnd that's all you haveIn the end our love matters.


Sorrow sank deep inside my heart all the ones around me i care for and most of all i love but i cant see u cry. wat am i talking.. bullshit... haha... but to the gurl i love, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!

the second one is that she is jio, cute, kind hearted, helpful,mature despite her age which makes me feel more attracted 2 her. my promise to myself tat if i finally get to b wif the second one, i will make her happy always, be wif her in happy and sad times and be faithful person to her. Im sincere in loving the second one. watever it is i juz hope she will accept me.

I found you here, now please just stay for a whileI can move on with you aroundI hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is doneWe both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave youI see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)Seize the day or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache overNewborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live inNo longer needed here so where do we go?Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

hey surl i love u very much.....

Saturday 12 January 2008

my life

wats is happening to me?? Its spinnig like a merry go round. i cant think properly. First of all i met someone unexpectedly in tuition... Then I did something that made two of my closes fwen quarrell... when will it end...

Im in love wif someone but its drifting away after two girls came along... i dont knw wat to do? Continue love her or go for one of the two girls? Gosh im in a dilema. Watever.... STudies comes first though... Well later ppl... thats a pic when im in hangzhou china...

My target and resolution

Im currently doing my final year of education. At the end of the year i will be sitting for my O level. I want to open up my own childcare centre because I love childrens. There is a course in ngee ann poly where it offers Diploma in Early Childhood Development. Another thing i want to do is that i want to invest in China where i open a malay restaurant there. I take a look at the requirements and was quite shocked though. It was way beyond my reached. Seeing all my friends achieving their personal goals, i was motivated to strive all the way. My first step towards success is to wake up from my dreamworld and come to the world of reality. I have dedicated most of my time now to brush up on my weak subjects especially maths and science. Eventhough i generally hate math but i now began to realised that it is very very important. I have now picking up pace in all subjects. Well afterall beautiful girls love clever and successful man. Haha. Nw im more focused then efore and will try to achieve my goals so that i can give my family and most of all my future an ongoing light that will light till i die.

Thursday 21 June 2007

Third week of my holidays

My week began very drasticly as both my grandmum and granddad was admitted to the hospital. It was at 2am in the night when my mother got a call from her elder sister to go to my grandmother's house.It was lucky as I had not slept yet. I was busy doing my proposal. On reaching my grandparent's house, I was shock to see SCDF paramedic setting up the oxygen tank to give breathing support. As the paramedic was about to push away the strecher, my grandfather fell of from his chair and his chest was bleeding profusely. I quickly called the paramedic to assist him. Luckily there was 3 medics and the third medic called for a second ambulance. I was relieved. Now they are fine and on recovery process.

Wednesday 13 June 2007

first week of my holidays

The first week of my holiday was the most challenging week. I had teh UNSW course and had the mother tounge camp activities. I was a facilitator for the mother toungue camp. I was so stress out by UNSW course as it was a math course and I was very week in it. The question was very tideous. the question was simple but the working was very dragging. It was fun to say at least.

Monday 5 March 2007

M

After going to the Career Fair 2007, I began to feel what I really want to be. I thought of becoming an SAF(Singapore Armed Forces) personnel, prison warden or SCDF( Singapore Civil Defence Force) firefighter. I found out that being a prison warden is about changing the inmates life. I read about a prison officer life and was fascinated about what the job offers you. Almost all the inmates respect you but they would not respect you if you try to abuse your power. All the inmates are friendly. I am now thinking of being a prison warden but I will still want to be an Army officer as after I finish my National Service(NS), I can still sign on as a regular.